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baby im sorry i couldnt keep you here with me , im sorry i couldnt look after you :( i miss you so much and i so hope your nana and sisters are watching out for you.
I know you can see what is going on and the one thing i hope is that you havent seen and heard to much :( Im sorry he was so horrible and im thankful you were safe with your nana and siblings and freinds
you are mummys little dude and i think about you every second , you will always be my tiny baby boy , mine , nobody elses . Mummy loves you sweetheart xoxox

my tiny dude

Hi baby,

I just wanted to come and say i love you so so much and i miss you so much. Im really needing you right now and think about you every second of every day, i know sometimes it might seem that mummy is always talking about the girls but you are and will always be mummys tiny dude and you are so special , mummy is crying just for you right now , i try to imagine what you would have looked like and what you would be like and would give anything to have you here safe and warm with me. I hope you are being a good boy and listening to your sisters , mummy asked them to look after you for me until i can do it myself and i will one day, one day mummy will get to hold you and kiss you and keep you warm myself. I love you <3

Mummys very good friends did this for you , thank you so much ladies xox